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Sufferer ([personal profile] onlyasign) wrote in [community profile] vatheon2012-09-24 09:32 pm

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Who: Sufferer and whoever wants to mob join him
When: September 24th, early afternoon
Where: in the Plaza to start
Style: whatever you like!
Status: totally open

In the beginning, there was pain.

The arrow that pierced his side was not the least of it, but only the last. By the time its barbed head sank into his flesh and hit something deep inside, sending a torrent of cherry blood spilling over his hip and down his leg, blood that looked almost black in the bright light of Derse, it was almost an annoyance and nothing more. Hardly a little pang, after the constant burning on his wrists, and the way the flesh crackled and turned black under the heavy irons. He had lost feeling in his hands long ago, the nerves dying under hot brands and his fingers curling inward towards his palms, and the hot blood that ran down his arms felt almost cool by comparison.

And then, after his blood--his cursed, mutant blood--gushed away from his body and left a sticky, clotted pool under his feet... then, there was nothing.

No neverending light, no peace, no absolution. Just darkness, and emptiness, and a million years crying soundlessly into the void.

And then there was a jolt, and a return of the pain, and he was lying face first on cobblestones, soaked through, and this was all very familiar.

Sufferer looks up, his hair soaked and falling in his eyes, his bare back exposed to the air and still slowly running with blood. His eyes blur, and refocus, and he's next to the fountain, in the Plaza. Vatheon. He's back in Vatheon.

Struggling, he tries to push himself to his knees, but he's hindered by the arrow protruding from his side, its shaft slick with blood and its blue (b100) feathers tacky and standing up like little brushes. His hands are useless; blackened, melted things on the ends of his wrists, and the chains he wore when he died, his shackles... they're still there, turned a cold, sullen black instead of pulsing red, and it's hard to tell where the chains end and his wrists begin.

His mind whirls, remembering Vatheon, images coming to him in fractured, fragmented half-memories--Karkat, growling crabbily after getting a hug... Dualscar's fins, moving under his fingertips... Sola, asking questions with that plaintive look on his face... Zelda... Johnny... Jacob... Dave... Disciple... Spider... Psii...

Psii.

He tries again to get to his feet, but his wounds and the chains on his wrists are too much, and he topples forward again, groaning as the arrow digs deeper into his side. He's worthless, useless, he led them all down the wrong path, everything he told them was wrong, he's a failure, he's failed them all...

Sufferer looks up at the bubble's dome, his eyes so bloodshot they're red almost all the way through, and his jaw works, his teeth grinding together and the tendons in his forearms standing out as he tries to clench his hands into fists. His voice is raspy, his throat raw and choked from the last time he spoke, centuries and seconds before.

He throws his head back and screams at the bubble's dome. "FUUUUUUUUCK!"

His voice ripples and echoes back to him, distorted, animalistic, the cry of a brute instead of a savior. Slowly, he bends back over his chained wrists, resting his forehead on the irons, and the red that stains the cold steel is not blood this time.

"...fuck."
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[personal profile] fintastic 2012-09-24 07:20 pm (UTC)(link)
It's enough to make Feferi draw back a little, but not back off entirely. It catches her off guard but doesn't offend her, nor does it get her to leave. She puts her hand back to his shoulder, and tries to look him in the eyes.

"I'm here to help you," she reassures him, as gentle as she knows how to be, but still fraught with concern. "Let me see your arms."
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[personal profile] fintastic 2012-09-24 07:43 pm (UTC)(link)
She can change her hair and her wardrobe, but Feferi can't seem to get away from her heritage. For better or for worse, though, she hasn't yet put it all together. She couldn't imagine him having anything against her just for being her ancestor's descendant. When he starts to tip over, she fumbles and doesn't manage to catch him in time, and she debates if it would even be safe for him, if she were to try and right him.

"I don't know what you're talking about!" Shifting her position, she at least puts her hand out to see if he'll allow her to right him, the best middle ground she can think of. "If you just let me look, I can clean you up and put some bandages on, until someone can come get you. Please?"
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[personal profile] fintastic 2012-09-26 07:05 am (UTC)(link)
That's a stinger right there, that one. Feferi doesn't really know what to do or say for a second, and sits back on her heels. She can't just run away and leave him here, but there's not really anything she can do with him, with the way he's acting, and with his injuries being what they are. She needs to get help.

"I'm going to go get help, okay?" She doesn't bother to answer to his accusation. She knows it isn't true. She's better than that. Right? "I'll be back really soon. I need to go find someone who can help us. Just... don't hurt yourself more, please."
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[personal profile] fintastic 2012-09-27 07:07 am (UTC)(link)
"It'll be okay. We'll get you a healer, and you will be right as rain in no time."

Hesitantly, she detaches herself. She really doesn't want to turn her back on him, but she's not going to do anyone any good just sitting there and being sad and wishing she could do something to help him. Without saying anything else, she stands and runs off from where she came, to go find help.