The Disciple (
feralfanatic) wrote in
vatheon2012-03-30 12:27 am
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Terror under the sea
Who: The Disciple and whoever
Where: The Plaza, The forest, and the path in between.
When: Early morning 3/29
Style: whatever suits your fancy.
Status: Open
Water. She was Wet.
She came to lying down, somehow drenched in saltwater. Blood mingled with seawater, on her hands and face. The Disciple was unable to remember how she got here. She seemed to be in some sort of city. A heavy fear caught in her chest. She shook herself awake to figure out where exactly she was.
"Where...am..." Her voice cracked from disuse.
Her conscious brain began shutting down as her senses were pounded with information. The sights and sounds of this new place, hammered into her mind. Unfamiliar beings were all around her, some even looking at her, in the open. Her mind scrambled for purchase. Worst of all was the scent. With so many...things together in this dome, compounded with the ever-present smell of seawater. Flooded with input, her animal brain took over.
FLEE!
DANGER!
Finally, she caught wind of a familiar scent. Trees; there were trees here. She flung herself after the scent, knocking aside anything in her path. Desperate for survival she attempted back alleys and other paths that didn't reek of these many strange beings.
She fled to the southeast.
Where: The Plaza, The forest, and the path in between.
When: Early morning 3/29
Style: whatever suits your fancy.
Status: Open
Water. She was Wet.
She came to lying down, somehow drenched in saltwater. Blood mingled with seawater, on her hands and face. The Disciple was unable to remember how she got here. She seemed to be in some sort of city. A heavy fear caught in her chest. She shook herself awake to figure out where exactly she was.
"Where...am..." Her voice cracked from disuse.
Her conscious brain began shutting down as her senses were pounded with information. The sights and sounds of this new place, hammered into her mind. Unfamiliar beings were all around her, some even looking at her, in the open. Her mind scrambled for purchase. Worst of all was the scent. With so many...things together in this dome, compounded with the ever-present smell of seawater. Flooded with input, her animal brain took over.
FLEE!
DANGER!
Finally, she caught wind of a familiar scent. Trees; there were trees here. She flung herself after the scent, knocking aside anything in her path. Desperate for survival she attempted back alleys and other paths that didn't reek of these many strange beings.
She fled to the southeast.

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Deep in his chest, he keeps rumbling. From a distance, it might almost be mistaken for a purr, but up close, it's very glaringly a growl, a warning to stay back.
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She had to somehow make it better.
KILL IT. BEFORE IT KILLS YOU! Her bestial mind howled for vengeance; for blood.
NO.
Not again. She would not lose herself again.
A unthinking step forward.
She knew what she would do. It was stupid, and the feral part of her mind screamed in protest. The elder greenblood, focusing arduously, forced it silent.
A second heedless step, then a third and fourth. The Disciple stood still for a a couple seconds, her features giving away her inner turmoil. Ultimately she allowed herself to fall, landing hard on her knees, arms slack at her sides. RUN. KILL. SOMETHING...NO. It would be this way.
With a heavy sigh, she closed her eyes and exposed her throat to the blueblood; Her mind on fire with opposition.
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"Equius...Equius, put me down, please..." She'd jump down but wasn't quite feeling up to being jarred again so soon, and anyway she couldn't predict what her moirail would do if it looked like she was running back into danger.
"You know how hard it is fur a troll to make themselves vulnerable like that!" In fact, Nepeta hadn't ever even seen it happen before outside of quadrants, and it only made her need to rush over there and comfort her ancestor even more. "She really didn't mean to hurt me, you can see she didn't, please, Equius, let me go to her, she was looking after me before you got here, she was only scared you meant to hurt us." The small greenblood looked frantically between her moirail and her ancestor; the adult had made the first move to smooth over the sitation, surely Equius was capable of accepting it?
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But then she knelt and exposed her neck like that, and Equius is lost. He has no idea what to do here, and so just stands there, stupidly, until Nepeta's voice and the way she's tugging on him penetrate the fog. He crouches and puts Nepeta down, but he's not leaving. He waits, unsure how this is going to play out.
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A brief flash of insight struck her. She had been here before, or at least somewhere similar. Kneeling in front of a blueblood, terrified. When was that? where...? Just as quickly the thought was gone, leaving her unable to remember anything else from that night.
The Disciple stayed put, her disquiet growing.
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A couple of steps brought her up close to her ancestor again and then she was crouching, lifting a hand to the adult's cheek before she thought better of it and spoke instead. "It's okay, Miss Disciple. Look, I'm fine. Everything's going to be fine, I promise."
She tilted her head, a strange younger mirror-image of the troll in front of her, offering the same trust and resignation that the Disciple had shown them. And if it was accepted she'd lean forward to nuzzle against the older troll's exposed throat, rewarding trust with kindness and affection, showing her it was okay to offer them that trust, that it was a welcomed gift that wouldn't be used against her.
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And then there are times like this.
"She's... she's your ancestor!" He blurts it out, surprised, and almost reels backwards.
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The little one had approached, and was standing in front of her. She had been the one that had spoken. The Disciples eyes darted behind the young greenblood. The blueblood dropped his aggressive pose and was speaking as well. He had a unexpected look on his face, one of astonishment.
Inside her the battle still raged, the beast that lied just below her surface thoughts battled against the tenuous hold she had. It still cried out for blood; vengeance. Soon, however, her survival instinct washed away in a sweeping torrent, thanks to the actions of the young greenblood.
Nepeta had pressed her head against the Disciples still exposed throat. She was being nuzzled. A wave of calm clarity spread over the elder greenblood, that same feeling she had felt not too long ago, before the approach of the highblood.
The Disciple wrapped her arms around the little one, drawing her into a hug. Tears played at the edges of her eyes, recalling what she had done.
"Ne..peta. I...am sorry. Hurt little one," her eyes turned to Equius. "...wanted kill...moirail. Never...forgive...I"
She was screaming inwardly, growing increasingly frustrated at being unable to correctly say what she meant. Why did her brain feel so fuzzy?
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She turned her slightly to beam that same smile at Equius, looking relieved and happy that things were sorting themselves out, as well as faintly amused that only now is he getting it. "I tried to tell you! She is. She's called the Disciple." She wasn't surprised he hadn't heard her though, not when he'd seen her get hurt and gone into a rage.
"And this is Equius, my moirail," she added, turning back to the Disciple. "I know...I know that highbloods hurt you and did awful things to you and the people you care about, but Equius never had anything to do with that and he's not like that anyway. He's got friends all over the hemospectrum! And he's moirails with me." She rubbed her face against her ancestor's cheek. "So there's not going to be any killing or hurting anyone, okay?"
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"Where do you think she should stay?" he asks, directing the question to Nepeta.
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She opted to do both. Once again utilizing her lithe feline grace, she scooped the little one up into her arms and rose to her feet. See? Hugs and walking at the same time. That strange motherly instinct had taken over once again, the beast caged in its dark corner.
She carried the little one carefully, Nepeta's head pressed to her chest. The beating of her heart would be quite noticeable to the little one, this close. The accelerated beating slowing to a much more sedate level, as the young greenblood listened.
With her bundle, the Disciple approached Equius. A strange thought entered her mind... humor, something she had precious little of for as long as she could remember. Yes, that would make for a better introduction.
A smile played at the edges of lips. "Believe this... your's?"
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She was still thinking of how to best answer her moirail when the Disciple stood up with her in her arms and she automatically tightened her hold around her ancestor's neck, snuggling close and feeling surprisingly happy considering the tense situation which had only just been defused. She could see that she was being carried over back to Equius and wasn't too sure what Disciple was planning, but the sound of her calming heartbeat soothed her, reassured her that the other troll was once again in control of herself, more aware of what was actually going on around her rather than what the more feral part of her mind thought it was perceiving.
She nestled against her chest, the steady beat calming her in turn and reminding her in a half-forgotten way of being a tiny wiggler snuggled close to her lusus, listening to the same sound.
And then she saw the little smile playing on her ancestor's mouth, heard what she said and, after a short moment of staring in surprise, burst out into a peal of happy giggling. Nepeta was suddenly certain that everything was going to be okay.
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This close to the blueblood, she catches more of a detailed scent coming from him. It had seemed startlingly familiar, yet she could not place from where. It seemed to trigger the same note of anger that the scent of highblood generally carried with it. But the scent also sparked feelings of sorrow. Frustratingly, she could not remember why.
Still, if this was the moirail of the little one, she would have to make nice. She tried thinking what she could say to make up for the terrible thing she had done.
"Ap-ppologies for hurting little one..." Oh crap, what'd she say his name was!? No time! say something!"...blue...friend." The Disciple blinked. She was terrible at this.
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She turned back to the other greenblood to say goodbye, petting at her cheeks and reaching up to kiss her forehead. “Equius,” she reminded her in a helpful whisper. “Don’t worry, I’m okay. Do you want to come home with us? Or are you more comfortable staying here? I’ll come and find you again soon if you are.” Though she doubted she’d need to once she sent Signless her way.
Finally she let herself be handed over, smothering Equius with kittyhugs as soon as she was in his arms again.