Shizuo Heiwajima (![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)
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vatheon2012-02-22 10:12 pm
a_violent_end) wrote in vatheon2012-02-22 10:12 pm
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Who: Shizuo making Izaya log
When: Late Tuesday/Early Wednesday.
Where: Izaya's place
Style: ACTION (/gameface)
Status: Closed
[Upon arriving at Izaya's, Shizuo sets Ion on the couch and has mental debate between trying to go see if Izaya is trying to get himself killed, and waiting to make sure Ion is okay. He's a little worried, since healing him had been a kind of sacrifice for Ion. It is...pretty uncomfortable to think about. But ultimately Shizuo decides to keep an eye on him.
Then, once he's feeling a little more confident that Ion is going to be okay, Shizuo decides to look around.
He's been here once before, but last time he hadn't really paid attention. Things had been a lot different, then. Or maybe they hadn't been, not really. Shizuo showed up to...make Izaya jealous, as both Ion and Sola had pointed out.
After looking around, Shizuo decides to try and find Izaya's room. He isn't really one to snoop, but he's curious, and Izaya has snooped into his life far worse - or so he justifies it to himself. He's careful not to make too much noise, because he doesn't know who else is in the house, and luckily picks the right room.
He knows because he sees the rose (at which he just...looks at for a minute) and the knives beside it. Then large chess pieces mounted to the wall. Izaya and his fucking chess pieces.
He means to only look around a little, but before long, he's really involved. He looks through the closets at Izaya's varying wardrobe, and rummages in the circular nightstands to find - ahh, okay, Shizuo just...yeah - and a diary. Which surprises Shizuo, a little. He doesn't look through it, though. Just closes the drawer.
When he's done, he stands in the room for a minute, taking it all in. Then he looks at the very large and seemingly comfortable bed. He realizes just how tired he is - he's healed, now, but it's been a long day. Week. Hell, the whole two months he's been at Vatheon have felt long.
He doesn't exactly mean to, but Shizuo gets in Izaya's bed and closes his eyes for just a minute - only to fall asleep.]
When: Late Tuesday/Early Wednesday.
Where: Izaya's place
Style: ACTION (/gameface)
Status: Closed
[Upon arriving at Izaya's, Shizuo sets Ion on the couch and has mental debate between trying to go see if Izaya is trying to get himself killed, and waiting to make sure Ion is okay. He's a little worried, since healing him had been a kind of sacrifice for Ion. It is...pretty uncomfortable to think about. But ultimately Shizuo decides to keep an eye on him.
Then, once he's feeling a little more confident that Ion is going to be okay, Shizuo decides to look around.
He's been here once before, but last time he hadn't really paid attention. Things had been a lot different, then. Or maybe they hadn't been, not really. Shizuo showed up to...make Izaya jealous, as both Ion and Sola had pointed out.
After looking around, Shizuo decides to try and find Izaya's room. He isn't really one to snoop, but he's curious, and Izaya has snooped into his life far worse - or so he justifies it to himself. He's careful not to make too much noise, because he doesn't know who else is in the house, and luckily picks the right room.
He knows because he sees the rose (at which he just...looks at for a minute) and the knives beside it. Then large chess pieces mounted to the wall. Izaya and his fucking chess pieces.
He means to only look around a little, but before long, he's really involved. He looks through the closets at Izaya's varying wardrobe, and rummages in the circular nightstands to find - ahh, okay, Shizuo just...yeah - and a diary. Which surprises Shizuo, a little. He doesn't look through it, though. Just closes the drawer.
When he's done, he stands in the room for a minute, taking it all in. Then he looks at the very large and seemingly comfortable bed. He realizes just how tired he is - he's healed, now, but it's been a long day. Week. Hell, the whole two months he's been at Vatheon have felt long.
He doesn't exactly mean to, but Shizuo gets in Izaya's bed and closes his eyes for just a minute - only to fall asleep.]
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[It was a touchy subject in the Heiwajima household.
Shizuo isn't going to argue the point of Izaya being right. In fact, that's what he told Izaya he hated most about him. Izaya is usually correct, and that has always been unnerving.]
I know. That's always been irritating.
[But his tone is a little fond, rather than annoyed.]
I like making you smile, too.
[It reminds him of the promise he made to himself during the ball, when under the curse. Funny, how that still manages to surface in his thoughts.]
Just don't do anything like that and you won't have to apologize.
[It seems simple.]
no subject
He doesn't really want to think about it.]
Hm.
[It's not that simple. Not at all. And Shizuo will probably never understand that.]
That's about like me trying to tell you to just not lose control. There's not an off switch.
Besides. You should totally encourage me and be like, 'I'll never hate you again, Izaya. You're too sexy for me to let go now that I've obtained you!'
[Yes, this is his way of making it less serious.]
really going now, whoops
[No, Shizuo will never fully understand it, but he thinks that while he can't expect Izaya to turn it off, he can expect him to avoid making the kinds of decisions that will ruin everything.
Not that Shizuo did...
But in the end, he had stopped himself. Rather, he couldn't go through with it.]
I'm just saying be careful. That's it.
[Shizuo tries to think of an equally lighthearted response, but it's really not a lighthearted matter.]
I can't encourage you like that.
[Not when it comes to this.]