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vatheon2012-10-19 11:32 am
wavesoakedlegs) wrote in vatheon2012-10-19 11:32 am
Entry tags:
dreaming away
Who: Akechi Mitsuhide (wavesoakedlegs) and Gracia (kagayakashi).
Where: Gracia's apartment.
When: Today, around noon.
Style: Prose!
Status: Closed.
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It had been quite the battle.
Mitsuhide had taken it upon himself to clean up Tama's apartment while she slept. This had been no easy task to set himself, considering the state of it; her accident with the dishwasher weeks beforehand had done quite a lot of water damage to begin with, and he'd had to replace and repair a lot of things. That she had been living with that had been unbelievable!
All of her boxes had been thrown away, unsaveable as they were (he would never understand her desire to hoard so many). Mitsuhide had brought three new ones into the place because he knew full well his daughter would be distressed if there were none at all. No doubt she would fuss over the ones lost as it was, despite their condition.
Again, what was it with her and boxes?
At least he was done now. The place was spotless and tidy and Mitsuhide sat in Tama's kitchen sipping at his newly-made tea. He was daydreaming, and for good reason.
wavesoakedlegs) and Gracia (kagayakashi).Where: Gracia's apartment.
When: Today, around noon.
Style: Prose!
Status: Closed.
It had been quite the battle.
Mitsuhide had taken it upon himself to clean up Tama's apartment while she slept. This had been no easy task to set himself, considering the state of it; her accident with the dishwasher weeks beforehand had done quite a lot of water damage to begin with, and he'd had to replace and repair a lot of things. That she had been living with that had been unbelievable!
All of her boxes had been thrown away, unsaveable as they were (he would never understand her desire to hoard so many). Mitsuhide had brought three new ones into the place because he knew full well his daughter would be distressed if there were none at all. No doubt she would fuss over the ones lost as it was, despite their condition.
Again, what was it with her and boxes?
At least he was done now. The place was spotless and tidy and Mitsuhide sat in Tama's kitchen sipping at his newly-made tea. He was daydreaming, and for good reason.
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"You and Motochika would like to get married...for real? A real...wedding?"
Her reaction developed rather intensely. First, there was a period of silence in which she did nothing but stare at her Father as if he was telling her a joke that wasn't funny. But her thought process couldn't quite accept that, so she thought harder. Would he even joke about something like this? No, it was against his very essence to fool Gracia about matters concerning Motochika! Her second and third reactions came in a package deal; her eyes gradually grew wider, and her jaw slowly dropped. As soon as it hit her that this was the news he wanted to tell her that required her to sit still, Gracia stood up so abruptly the table almost toppled over.
Her arms flailed as she loudly exclaimed a nonsensical sound. She locked her gaze with her Father's, mouth still open and eyes still wide. Gracia attempted to speak, but she could not formulate any words to appropriate her mixed feelings. Certainly, she was happy. Very happy! It meant that they would become a family that was as real as their legal union. And yet, something else stopped her from celebrating off-the-bat. She wasn't sure what it was, but perhaps her next uttered words could start off the issue...?
"...But..." She trailed off into silence, and stood still. She stared at the area of the floor beneath Mitsuhide's feet.
So much for starting it off.
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Mitsuhide looked Gracia over afterwards, taking in her reaction. He was not surprised by it; not really. That 'but' could well be related to the issue he thought his daughter might have with the situation.
Moving back over to the worktop, the samurai began to slowly prepare his food. He sighed softly before continuing to speak.
"The 'you,' that was here before, whose memories you carry as your own... do you remember a time when she said to me that one day, I would find a wife who would bear me a Tama?"
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Gracia's thoughts confused her. She was happy, truly she was! Their marriage meant so many exciting things for them, they'd be a real family, and Motochika would officially be the second father she's come to see him as. But then why did she feel so strange? So lonely?
So frightened?
For a few more minutes, Gracia lulled into an uncomfortable silence. She shifted her feet back and forth, left and right, until she gave up trying to figure out where she could walk and sat back down. She refused to raise her head to look at her Father.
When she heard the sizzle from the frying pan, Gracia finally spoke, yet she was not confident in her words, as if they spewed out of her mouth like poison.
"This means you won't find Mother, doesn't it? In...In your world."
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Mitsuhide glanced back at Gracia before turning back to his food.
This was going to be a long, difficult conversation; that he was certain of. There were certain worries he suspected she carried that would be difficult to soothe. The way she saw the world sometimes...
"That was the case even without this marriage to Lord Motochika. Were I ever to return to my world, there would be no opportunities to get married... and it would be selfish for me to seek one, in any case. I could offer nothing to a wife, and no support for a child."
Mitsuhide's voice became as quiet as it could whilst remaining audible, and was filled with softness and a kindness that was impossible to miss.
"I told you that before too. Remember?"
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"I remember, Father." There was a delay between her first two words and her last. Still, she stared down at the wooden table, tracing where one grain in the carvings began and where one grain ended into another. She attempted to smile, but despite all her efforts to keep herself in a good mood for him, her heart was always on her sleeve.
"It does work out though! Before I came to this city, you had no idea who I was. Neither did Motochika. Because back in your world, I..."
Gracia's sentence drifted into silence again. When she resumed speaking, she briefly looked up at Mitsuhide flipping over the eggs, before she bowed her head towards the table once more. There was a ghost of a smile in that particular moment when their eyes met, but it was so faint and so forced, maybe he didn't even catch it.
"...I was never born in either of your worlds. Mm, because Father can't support a child, and can't have a wife." She repeated Mitsuhide as nonchalantly as she could before bowing her head even further. The weight of his words were so heavy, and so painful.
She had no idea what was plaguing her, but at the same time, she knew all too well.
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Mitsuhide paused, trying to figure out how to best word his next thoughts. Would it even be much of a comfort for her?
"That a Tama was not born in my world, or Lord Motochika's, doesn't matter. We have our Tama here, after all. So you need not feel pained about it. Believe me."
He continued to work carefully, but Mitsuhide could not deny that he was starting to feel something like guilt. No matter what he was going to marry the man he loved, but the fact that it might well hurt his child...
"Did you... did you always think I would have a wife, one day?"
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"Muu, I always thought you'd have a Tama."
And it would have made her feel infinitely better knowing that this "her" with them now, in Vatheon, was proof enough that Mitsuhide had a daughter. Yet she had always been followed by a constant dark cloud that, ironically, came from the same idea. Because she didn't exist in either of their worlds, and she only seemed to exist in her own...
...She whispered to herself, though she didn't realize that her words were audible to her Father anyway.
"The Tama here, right now, could disappear tomorrow. And then you would never see this Tama again. Maybe another Tama would come, but not...or am I the same as..."
She shook her head and took a deep breath. No, she wasn't going to venture into that thought anymore. Forcibly, she pushed it all back into her mind and hoped they would stay there so she could be happy for her Father's announcement. Didn't you hear him? It doesn't matter.
In an attempt to change the subject, Gracia turned slightly in her seat, a small smile on her lips. She met his gaze at once.
"When will you and Motochika hold the wedding?"
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Mitsuhide had to stop cooking for a moment, then, to turn and walk over to Gracia. He rested one hand on the table and leaned over slightly, using his other hand to touch her cheek briefly.
"And you, my dear, are trying to change the subject at a time when it is a bad time to do so."
He sighed, looking a little deflated for a moment.
"You fear we will forget you?"
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She pondered on his words for a moment. Was it fear of being forgotten? Yes. Oh yes. But was that all to it? If she were to hear words of reassurance from her Father at that very moment, would the sinking feeling in her heart disappear?
She hoped it would.
Gracia's tone was rather weak when she replied.
"Will you?"
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"I have no intention of forgetting you. Nor do I have any intention of even returning to my world."
He'd had a friend before, a sad, white-haired man who went by 'Alucard,' and that one had told him that he'd not forgotten Vatheon. That was not the common experience, but it gave Mitsuhide a sliver of hope in such matters.
That did not mean that he could outright tell Gracia he would not forget. There was no guarantee, was there? Despite what he and Motochika had discussed before, and some of the ideas Motochika had presented, there was a sad and somewhat scared part of Mitsuhide that feared he would both lose his betrothed and his daughter, and lose the memories of them too.
"I wish to wed the man I love and watch over my child. That is all."
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When she bowed her head, she immediately began to fidget her hands into her night dress, as if she was nervous for something.
"A-And I'll be there for Father, won't I...?" The uncertainty in her voice unnerved her. She had always been confident of her place in her Father's life, and vice versa. She was her Father's only child, the smile to his sorrow. And without really meaning to, he gave her purpose. That's why she was so concerned for his well-being above and beyond of her own. Without his dream for peace, where would she be? What would she fight for? What would she do? Of course there was her dream to see the world, but...
"Won't I...?"
She turned her gaze back towards Mitsuhide, her eyes so anxious and scared, and desperate for an answer. She felt the familiar pang of despair nip at her soul, the emptiness that followed when Mitsuhide disappeared, and Motochika sacrificed himself for both her and her Father's sake.