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loss;
Who: A grumpy Yukari and you
Where: Elevator/beach/various
When: After she realizes Minato has left
Style: [partial to brackets, but I'll follow]
Status: Open but she's gonna be pretty ticked.
[... He's gone.
It's astonishing, really, how difficult something like that can be to accept, even the second time around. This place had given her hope for over a year, that she'd be able to lead the kind of life she wanted-- and she had taken it away from her in an instant. She feels sad, and bitter... and most of all, she's angry.
She can't even find it within herself to stay in the dorms-- not after seeing his room so empty and barren. She doesn't bother to close the door behind her either, nor bring her SFC.
She just runs, with only a Jack Frost plush in her hand-- the one left behind in his room. Something she meant to let go, but didn't, and she has no idea when she'll return with it.
...
Where to now, though...?
Admittedly, a destination was the furthest thing from her mind. But she finds herself near the elevator leading up to the island... the beach, however damanged it may all be. She doesn't care.
She does have to kick at something, rather violently however-- it totally figures today would be the one day the elevator would take forever.
Why can't it hurry up?]
Tch...!
(( OOC: And just a note that Yukari is probably not gonna be checking the network, so i'm gonna be limiting her tagging to logs for a while. maybe a week or so? ah, you probably won't even notice. but yeah. and she might not be going to Squall's birthday after all either, Rinoa, sorry :c unless you drag her ))
Where: Elevator/beach/various
When: After she realizes Minato has left
Style: [partial to brackets, but I'll follow]
Status: Open but she's gonna be pretty ticked.
[... He's gone.
It's astonishing, really, how difficult something like that can be to accept, even the second time around. This place had given her hope for over a year, that she'd be able to lead the kind of life she wanted-- and she had taken it away from her in an instant. She feels sad, and bitter... and most of all, she's angry.
She can't even find it within herself to stay in the dorms-- not after seeing his room so empty and barren. She doesn't bother to close the door behind her either, nor bring her SFC.
She just runs, with only a Jack Frost plush in her hand-- the one left behind in his room. Something she meant to let go, but didn't, and she has no idea when she'll return with it.
...
Where to now, though...?
Admittedly, a destination was the furthest thing from her mind. But she finds herself near the elevator leading up to the island... the beach, however damanged it may all be. She doesn't care.
She does have to kick at something, rather violently however-- it totally figures today would be the one day the elevator would take forever.
Why can't it hurry up?]
Tch...!
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Minato's gone.
Someone she considers as her friend, one of the few people she learn to open up to, is now gone from Vatheon. There's surprise and then sadness, but it must be worse for others who are closer to him.
Instead of cooping up inside her room, Amane went outside and walks. Walks until she see Yukari by the elevator.]
...Yukari?
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She can only take comfort in the fact that there's no explanation needed here. They both already know.]
Hey.
[There's a sigh. Unfortunately, she really doesn't have the energy or the patience to say much more than that.]
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...Will you be okay?
[Not "are you okay", but "will you be okay". Amane knows Yukari's not feeling okay now, but she's worried for her friend.
Out of them, Yukari's closer to Minato.]
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[That should've been an automatic yes. But instead she finds herself hesitating. Why?
Why did she have to open herself up to this hurt again? Stupid of her, stupid--tch.]
I knew it would happen someday.
[Not exactly a yes or a no, that.]
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It would happen, but it doesn't mean we have to be happy about it.
[It brings up a thought for her. What if people she knows went home next? Like Silver or Katsu?]
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Though Amane's right.]
What do you suggest, then?
[If not happy, then what? How is she supposed to deal with this, when she'd done it so poorly before...?
The last time, she incited an entire tournament among SEES...she was willing to fight anyone.
She can't...she can't do that here.]
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...I'd allow myself to be both happy and sad about it. Happy that they're home again, but sad because we won't see them until we go home or they come back.
[Being here helped Amane a lot, but it also spoiled her on some level. And she tries to forget that both her and Katsu came from different worlds. If she went home, she'll face a future where he choose to fight God, not the world where he's the Messiah.
In Vatheon, she doesn't have to worry as much. Maybe.]
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It doesn't make any sense, not to Yukari. She can't feel happy at all that he's left, even knowing that he's gone back to carry out his choice. His choice that he'd been proud of, a choice he'd wanted. How can she be happy about that, knowing the outcome?
Quite the opposite, maybe knowing what Minato is returning to makes the situation all the more difficult.]
I can't. And right now I'm more angry than anything, anyway.
[Her tone is matter-of-fact, and somewhat harsh.]
How is this fair...?