vatheon | it's hard and nobody understands

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it's hard and nobody understands

Who: Jake English + Dirk Strider.
Where: Jake's room.
When: The evening of February 1st.
Style: Action pls.
Status: Private, but still on going. Continued from here.

_{[ The walk to his bedroom seemed to take forever, but he took it in silence as he guided his boyfriend-not-boyfriend thing to his bedroom for a feelings jam. A super feelings jam he should have approached much earlier than he did. He was going to do this right this time; no running away from your problems anymore. Jake had to remember to be as sensitive as possible, which was a daunting challenge for him.

Sitting on the edge of his bed, he waited for Dirk to take a seat next to him before hanging in his head. ]}

I'm terrified.

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_{[ He wrings his hands together before standing up himself. ]}

Alright, uh. I understand. I think I'm going to step out of the house for a bit.

_{[ A pause. He advances to Dirk a bit, trying to read him a little better. ]}

Can I help you in any sort of way before I take my leave?

No, I'm fine. [Or, you know, he's not, but like hell is he going to break down about it right now. Not in front of Jake.]

I'm not gonna be here for a few days anyway. So. Y'know. Have fun with the house.

_{[ Jake leans in a little more. ]}
Are you positive? I mean, I understand if you need space, but please don't be terribly upset.
And, uhm.

I'll.. be here if you need me. I won't ignore you anymore.
_{I'm sorry.}