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Who: Kohaku Hearts, all of the people who offered to take up shifts watching here in here.
When: Shortly after that post, lasting throughout the next week or so?
Where: Hearts Apartment (Yuptopil Apartments, Room 103)
Style: Starting in Brackets, will match anything that's thrown at me, though!!
Status: CLOSED to the people helping her out! Thanks, everyone. ♥
[ Kohaku hadn't been doing well at all. She'd taken several hits in the span of a short time, and had now been reduced to an eerily quiet, barely responsive person. She didn't want to do anything but lay around (on the couch now, more than anywhere else ... she couldn't stay in the room she had shared with Shing anymore. it hurt too much) and wallow in her own self-pity ... and yes, when she did really think about it, she knew that was exactly what she was doing. She couldn't bring herself to really care about what she was doing, though.
So, she stayed on that couch. Sometimes sitting, sometimes laying down. Always quiet.
There were bags under her eyes from the lack of sleep she had gotten ... every time she tried to sleep, she always awoke from nightmares. It was also pretty obvious she hadn't been eating as much as she should have ... though Rin had been doing a good job of making her eat anyway.
She was a mess. She really needed help. ]
( ooc: Okay, here's what's going down. I'm going to make separate threads for everyone who has offered to come in and watch the poor girl. If you are among the individual threads and want to thread out their respective shift with Kohaku, feel free, but if you don't think you want to, then that's fine, too. It'll be there regardless of whether or not you want to thread anything out. c: The log was made because there was some interest in one, so it's here if you want it.
And again, I know, it's RP, it's pretendy funtimes, but I want to thank everyone who offered to help Kohaku out, as her mun. Corny or not, it really does mean a lot to me that my muse here has so many amazing people to help her out when she needs it. ♥ )
When: Shortly after that post, lasting throughout the next week or so?
Where: Hearts Apartment (Yuptopil Apartments, Room 103)
Style: Starting in Brackets, will match anything that's thrown at me, though!!
Status: CLOSED to the people helping her out! Thanks, everyone. ♥
[ Kohaku hadn't been doing well at all. She'd taken several hits in the span of a short time, and had now been reduced to an eerily quiet, barely responsive person. She didn't want to do anything but lay around (on the couch now, more than anywhere else ... she couldn't stay in the room she had shared with Shing anymore. it hurt too much) and wallow in her own self-pity ... and yes, when she did really think about it, she knew that was exactly what she was doing. She couldn't bring herself to really care about what she was doing, though.
So, she stayed on that couch. Sometimes sitting, sometimes laying down. Always quiet.
There were bags under her eyes from the lack of sleep she had gotten ... every time she tried to sleep, she always awoke from nightmares. It was also pretty obvious she hadn't been eating as much as she should have ... though Rin had been doing a good job of making her eat anyway.
She was a mess. She really needed help. ]
( ooc: Okay, here's what's going down. I'm going to make separate threads for everyone who has offered to come in and watch the poor girl. If you are among the individual threads and want to thread out their respective shift with Kohaku, feel free, but if you don't think you want to, then that's fine, too. It'll be there regardless of whether or not you want to thread anything out. c: The log was made because there was some interest in one, so it's here if you want it.
And again, I know, it's RP, it's pretendy funtimes, but I want to thank everyone who offered to help Kohaku out, as her mun. Corny or not, it really does mean a lot to me that my muse here has so many amazing people to help her out when she needs it. ♥ )
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[It's a wonder he can understand any of this, really]
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[ She's remembering. Yep. ]
Hisui and Shing figured it out when I spoke up and told Hisui not to be mad at Shing when he was blaming him for my spirune shattering.
[ Aw, she made herself sad again ... she bit her lip. ]
I guess it was that which kept me going, though. Spirunes are weird. Even those of us with them don't know everything there is to know about them.
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[He pauses for a minute to finish something up in the kitchen, leaving a couple burners on low with a timer as he walks in to the living room to flop down next to her on the couch.]
I don't think there's anythin' like that in my world, but I kinda remember... after the sword broke and I wasn't... really myself for a while, there was this weird feelin' in my heart when Yukio brought the sword back to me. Like... somethin' warm and different from what I was used to feelin'.
... that sounds crazy, doesn't it?
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Mm ... no, not really. The sword keeps your demonic side in-check, right? Maybe by fixing it, your brother was showing how much he loves you and cares about your well-being ... maybe you were feeling the love he has for you.
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He moves his arm, wrapping it around her shoulders.]
I think so, yeah... the person who repaired it said something about "the heart of a demon". Kinda makes sense, that it'd be split like that...
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About the sword? I guess it makes sense, yeah.
[ She's quiet for a little bit, before she speaks again. ]
The last part of my spirune that was returned to me was love ...
[ She doesn't know what made her admit that. It was the only thing that came to mind ... ]
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[He smiles gently at her, rubbing her shoulder a bit. Even if she doesn't eat tonight, he hopes that maybe she'll sleep a little while he's there.]
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[ She can't help but breathe out a bit of a weak laugh at that, though. ]
Shing would have made sure I didn't go without it anyway ... He was so determined to make sure I got my spirune back.
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Tch...
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I realized something, earlier ... I could find him. I have a way.
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[Don't mind the shocked expression. Rin DID try to find him on his own. It didn't go so well.]
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[ She sighs. ]
He doesn't want to be found, so I won't go find him. But I could check on him that way ...
[ She's looking sad again. ]
Is it ... bad, that I want to check on him, but I'm scared of what I might find ...?
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[ She clings a little tighter to Rin as she admits this. ]
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[Even as he says it, he pulls her in to a proper hug. He doesn't want her to hurt anymore, but he doesn't really trust Shing at this point, even through something as abstract as a Soma Link.]
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All I can think about is him, though ...
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So really, even though you might think it was the others, you were the one behind it all. And you've been here the whole time, and you're still here. You've helped more than anyone.
And yet, you suffered, too ...
[ she looks up at him seriously. she's obviously exhausted, and it shows, but she definitely looks better than she has been. ]
I don't know how you do it. You go through hell and back along with us, and then you're still able to help someone out when they're acting stupid. I'm sorry for putting you through that ... and thank you. For all of it.
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[Rin just had to stare at that. He barely heard the rest of it, shocked as he was to hear those words. He shook his head a little.]
I just... I can't... do anything else. All I know is how to move forward. I'm... too stupid to really figure out anything else. And, well... tou-san died for me. If I just gave up, wouldn't that be throwin' away everythin' he worked for?
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[ She isn't. She broke the moment Shing left. She sighs and quiets down again. ]
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[It's rare for him to catch on to things like that, but some how he can sense that's what she's thinking after a comment like that.]
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... I really am. I tried, I really did try to be strong ... but the moment Shing left, I broke.
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