[Shizuo isn't immune to...this. Not at all. Izaya's leg moves around him and Shizuo feels a conflicted mess of apprehension, concern, and yeah, a little arousal. Especially with Izaya hooked around him.
He takes a steadying breath. Then he tries to reintroduce a little space between them.]
Izaya...
[It's a warning. It isn't that he doesn't want to entertain the thought of increasing intimacy - he couldn't help it if he did - contrary to popular belief, Shizuo is only human. He can't avoid desire forever, but he's just...
Afraid.
It's a scary world, and given the way he and Izaya go in and out of caring for and breaking each other, it's a pretty scary relationship, too.]
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He takes a steadying breath. Then he tries to reintroduce a little space between them.]
Izaya...
[It's a warning. It isn't that he doesn't want to entertain the thought of increasing intimacy - he couldn't help it if he did - contrary to popular belief, Shizuo is only human. He can't avoid desire forever, but he's just...
Afraid.
It's a scary world, and given the way he and Izaya go in and out of caring for and breaking each other, it's a pretty scary relationship, too.]