[Eridan narrows his eyes a bit, but at least it seems Sollux is getting it through that thick skull of his.]
And am I wrong to hold myself in high regards? I'm quite the fuckin' kismesis, so maybe I do want to make sure I'm not makin' a mistake here, maybe I do wanna test the waters again to make sure these lingerin' feelin's are what they actually are. I could just be holdin' out because maybe I miss the idea of a kismesis an' maybe it has nothin' to do with you at all. Is it so FUCKIN' wrong that maybe, JUST fuckin' maybe, I don't want to jump right into somethin' for it to not work out for either of us?
[Yeah, relationship jumpy Eridan has basically been buried a while back, he's learned not to just go for the first available thing, learned that sometimes it's better to think than to just dive right in. He wants a good kismesis, he knows he deserves one, and he wants to make sure that what he has with this Sollux is because of him and not the one he remembers before. Essentially the same person, but the memories are different. It's basically like starting all over again.]
And maybe it would include some dates, maybe some duels, y'know, the upright normal kismesis-like deal, without it bein' a totally exclusive thing till we know for sure how we feel about each other. That way neither of us are completely fuckin' committed to somethin' till we know for certain the fuckin' gut wrenchin' feelin' a disgust and ire in the pits of our digestiwe sack really is the pitchest a blacks that one could rightly muster for another brinesucker.
[He waits a moment before casting a look to the side, his flaring fins settling a bit before he speaks.]
But, if you aren't interested in this, then fine. I'll get my answer either way...
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And am I wrong to hold myself in high regards? I'm quite the fuckin' kismesis, so maybe I do want to make sure I'm not makin' a mistake here, maybe I do wanna test the waters again to make sure these lingerin' feelin's are what they actually are. I could just be holdin' out because maybe I miss the idea of a kismesis an' maybe it has nothin' to do with you at all. Is it so FUCKIN' wrong that maybe, JUST fuckin' maybe, I don't want to jump right into somethin' for it to not work out for either of us?
[Yeah, relationship jumpy Eridan has basically been buried a while back, he's learned not to just go for the first available thing, learned that sometimes it's better to think than to just dive right in. He wants a good kismesis, he knows he deserves one, and he wants to make sure that what he has with this Sollux is because of him and not the one he remembers before. Essentially the same person, but the memories are different. It's basically like starting all over again.]
And maybe it would include some dates, maybe some duels, y'know, the upright normal kismesis-like deal, without it bein' a totally exclusive thing till we know for sure how we feel about each other. That way neither of us are completely fuckin' committed to somethin' till we know for certain the fuckin' gut wrenchin' feelin' a disgust and ire in the pits of our digestiwe sack really is the pitchest a blacks that one could rightly muster for another brinesucker.
[He waits a moment before casting a look to the side, his flaring fins settling a bit before he speaks.]
But, if you aren't interested in this, then fine. I'll get my answer either way...