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black_dogstar: (Out the Window)
Who: Shin and Sirius
Where: Somni When it was there
When: Afternoon of 27th
Style: Action
Status: Closed

[Sirius circled the city that had replaced the island, partly to get a better idea of what it looked like and partly to kill time while he was waiting to meet Shin. They were supposed to go on a walk through this new area and explore.

A few days ago it probably would have been more exciting to think about.

But now, looking out over this city all he could think was that James would've loved to have seen it. But Prongs wasn't here...and neither was Lily and, as much as he wanted to deny it, it had been too long. They were gone.

He couldn't even take solace in the fact that they had gone home. James was dead and Lily only would have had about a day before she was too.

That wasn't even the only thing that was bothering him, it was the biggest, but there were other issues. He just hoped he could get through this walk without letting on something was bothering him. Of course...knowing Shin, his boyfriend would be able to figure it out whether Sirius wanted him to or not.

Sighing, Sirius made his way back to the elevator and hovered over the enterence to wait for his Dolphin.]
24th-Jan-2012 12:17 pm - Balance is something fragile
black_dogstar: (Darker mood)
Who: Shin and Sirius
Where: Marauder Mansion
When: Afternoon
Style: Whatever you want, bb~
Status: Clooooosed

[A part of him really didn't want to have this discussion or to even think about what had happened ever again while he could avoid it. However, he also knew that he owed it to Shin to tell him what had happened. No matter what consequences that brought.

Telling Shin about what had gone on back home would bring up a lot of bad things: war, Lily and James' deaths, and the fact that Sirius had gone a little crazy and tried to murder someone and was now in jail and hadn't even succeeded in his 'mission.'

He had a feeling he knew what Shin's response would be to the first two...but that other part...the part Sirius wished he could bury and never bring back up, that one he couldn't guess.

But...after his conversations with Shin and what had happened with Snape...well, what if Peter showed up here one day? Sirius wasn't certain he'd be able to control himself and, by that point, it'd be too late to try and explain.

No...even if Shin was disgusted and pushed him away, he'd rather be open about what he'd done than let it be a snake-in-the-grass at some later point. So, he left a message written out where he knew Shin would find it, a simple 'I need to talk to you whe you have a chance' and then disappeared into their room to wait.
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