Violation, yeah, that definitely made sense, in a way, anyone but himself that saw him like this was violating him. This moment was extremely personal and having it his way? No one would see this, at all, ever. It's difficult for him to allow himself to cry from pain, difficult to deal with the fact that he can't stop himself from feeling it without assistance from an outside force. And it's worse when others can see him, see how he strains and aches. It feels like something he should hide.

"Don't, just..." Ugh, but now he feels bad. Summoner's gotten out of that shock, the shock that stripped him of his empathy and made him react by fight or flight. Now that he has understanding of his situation, he also has enough sense to see her react so, in that way that seems pained. Summoner knows she isn't trying to guilt him, but it certainly feels that way and he snarls ducking his head down and putting a hand to his forehead.

"This is really not- meant to be shared..."