"I don't want them though. I w-want to just be," he stops, shuddering as that lurching at his back continues again. Summoner's breath catches and he shrugs his shoulders forward, taking in a deep breath as he pulls himself together again.

"-There for everyone elses. I want to be strong for everyone else, I want- want to to fight for everyone's freedom, I want to be there for their hardships," a hitch again, eyes closing and squinting, causing orange tears to push out of his eyes and fall down his face.

"Not wallowing in my own pain like a selfish ha- ngh," he stops, feeling two more points press up on his skin, making that six, these smaller ones are each between the top and bottom ones and are thinner, starting to cut through his skin before the other larger four.

"I can't stop moving, hah, I can't just dwell like this, and w-waste time."