[She wants to tell him how lost Shizuo seemed after that confessions curse, wants to show it to him... but that's definitely going too far.]

Perhaps you're right. I haven't known him for long. But you know, Izaya, I've learned something since coming to Vatheon.

[There's a smile on her face, but it's not a pleasant one. It's almost painful.]

You can't completely understand people just by observing them. You have to open yourself to them, too. It seems counter intuitive, doesn't it? As if one should be able to see more if they don't get involved in everything personally. But it's not that way.