"I thought it would hurt too much to talk about it. But I'm glad that we have now." She's also very glad he's not letting go of her at all. Nothing is more reassuring than her moirail holding her. "I'll pity you for ever and ever, Equius...and even if it hurts a lot to think about, I still know you did the right thing. I wouldn't be a good moirail if I didn't want what's best for you."