[Tsunning harder than he has in a long time, Sola deposits himself back on the blanket as he attempts to remaster himself, not quite able to shake the fussy mixed expression of pleasure and embarrassment. He goes back to his sandwich pointedly, trying hard to not warrant any more teasing, yet still moving himself to sit right in Johnny's lap when the vampire chooses to sit down again.
He'd already almost messed this up once. He's not going to do it again.
Or... maybe he can't? He'd tried hard enough, though not on purpose, but Johnny's still here, still staying with him and smiling at him and kissing him.
So maybe it's okay for now that he's not exactly who he wants to be just yet, because Johnny's here just the same. He hasn't gone anywhere, despite everything.
Sola leans in just a bit closer, feeling better just for Johnny's presence.]
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He'd already almost messed this up once. He's not going to do it again.
Or... maybe he can't? He'd tried hard enough, though not on purpose, but Johnny's still here, still staying with him and smiling at him and kissing him.
So maybe it's okay for now that he's not exactly who he wants to be just yet, because Johnny's here just the same. He hasn't gone anywhere, despite everything.
Sola leans in just a bit closer, feeling better just for Johnny's presence.]