[Normally it's impossible to get Rin to open up this much. He wears his emotions on his sleeve, sure, but to actually talk about it is nearly impossible.

But for some odd reason that no one will ever be able to explain, he actually didn't mind spilling all of this to Kid.]

Nah. ... kinda wish you were, though.

[He huffs, shifts on his feet, but eventually decides that nope, it's not enough. He needs to busy his hands or he really is going to break something.

He starts pulling out ingredients for another... something. Really he's made more than enough food, but he just wants to have that focus, and knows it won't go to waste in that house.]

I'm dangerous. I'm the Vatican's wild card. I could become a weapon against Satan or fall and become his right hand. They don't know. I don't either, really. They don't trust me, and "they" includes my brother.

[Rin actually has no idea that Yukio struggles between loving and hating his older brother. All he knows is that Yukio uses any opportunity to remind Rin that he 'relies on Satan's power too much'.]