[Oh, nope, no you don't. Karkat squirms most unhelpfully, purposefully catching his claws at his leggings again in attempt to stay put.]

You can do things right, and you do deserve help, and I'm not going to let you tell me otherwise. If you didn't deserve it I wouldn't be here trying to give you any; I would have told you to cram your head up your ass so the stupid shit you're spouting winds up where it belongs. But you are being stupid about this still. Just listen, would you?

You have a moirail, don't you? I know he can't talk this week, but that doesn't mean he can't listen or that he'll be mute after the curse ends. Tell him about your feelings and figure this stuff out. Or talk to the Disciple, or anyone else who cares about you, because hey, half the point I'm making is that you have those. If you keep pushing them away because you feel like you don't deserve it, you're not going to help anything. If they don't want to, they can tell you no. You're not some black hole sucking everyone's will into it just to cater to your whims, so at least have the decency to respect that could legitimately want to give you what help they can.