[Shin's expression shifted from concerned to downright heartbroken - yeah, he hadn't known or cared about James and Lily all that long, but he knew perfectly well how much they meant to Sirius.]
Oh Syr...
[So that was how Lily and James came to die. To be betrayed like that... it was nothing compared to Shin's running away. And how he'd felt when he realized he'd nearly killed his friends - the shame, the remorse, the worthlessness... He could only imagine how much worse it'd been for Sirius. It must've felt like when they'd all struck Ryou - as if he'd been the one to strike them down.]
And you blame yourself... don't you?
[So far, that was the only reason Shin could see for Sirius to feel so 'dirty' that he wouldn't come near Shin when he'd first returned.]
Or, wait... I don't know much about Peter - I don't blame you after what you just said - but why not tell Remus? I thought you... [Loved him? Maybe even back then? At least cared about him as much as James, surely. It made Shin's heart ache to think of it at all, but... that part he really wanted to know.]
Of course ;;
Oh Syr...
[So that was how Lily and James came to die. To be betrayed like that... it was nothing compared to Shin's running away. And how he'd felt when he realized he'd nearly killed his friends - the shame, the remorse, the worthlessness... He could only imagine how much worse it'd been for Sirius. It must've felt like when they'd all struck Ryou - as if he'd been the one to strike them down.]
And you blame yourself... don't you?
[So far, that was the only reason Shin could see for Sirius to feel so 'dirty' that he wouldn't come near Shin when he'd first returned.]
Or, wait... I don't know much about Peter - I don't blame you after what you just said - but why not tell Remus? I thought you... [Loved him? Maybe even back then? At least cared about him as much as James, surely. It made Shin's heart ache to think of it at all, but... that part he really wanted to know.]